CowardiceHow do you let someone know that though you crave the company of others, and you yearn with every fiber of your being to have someone in your life who will stand by your side when you need them, hand in yours, a silent comfort, a peace bringer, you're just so fucked up - so broken - that you don't know if you remember how to?Cowardice by FlyMeAway4nb8
You're torn between your burning desire and your bone-chilling fear of leaving them broken as well, of running away and leaving them burning from the inside, with bruises to match your own, just as others have done to you.
As much as I ache for love, I fear it, and I'm at a loss for how to proceed.
I am naive. I am inexperienced. I am afraid.
I am too much of a coward to admit it to those who deserve to know.
I am a clusterfuck.
CancerousYou are the cigarette between my lips - the smoke that creeps it's way into my lungs.Cancerous by FlyMeAway4nb8
My yearning for your ruin has turned to self-harm, as I no longer resist the satisfaction that your blight brings.
How does destruction create such a feeling of comfort?
You wrap yourself around my lungs, infesting and tainting the air I breathe.
Warm. Soothing. Suffocating.
The day fades away as I drag on.
My soul attempts to make sense of the whispers that pass my parted lips.
Inhale one poison.
InfestationMemories, music, quotesInfestation by FlyMeAway4nb8
the small things
keep us awake at night and
infest our dreams.
So here we are,
hiding from our own fear of the past.
Watching cars drive by
while we search for the stars,
we're waiting on fate to heal old scars.